Keepin' it One Hunnit..

Okay, so the other day, I talked about how I live in the Friend Zone. After I posted that, I have seriously been thinking about what that really means. I've decided that it's all a bluff. It's not that people place me in the Friend Zone, I willing run their to hide from my feelings. I know it sounds crazy, but it makes sense. I really hate that I have feelings, and I definitely hate them being hurt. So instead of pursuing a guy, it's easier for me to just be his friend. I haven't really missed out on anything, because becoming his friend makes him more transparent, so I see that I didn't wanna date him anyway. Well, that's kind of a generalization. There's been one or two guy friends that I've sorta fallen for still, because they are just absolutely wonderful beings, but that's besides the point. I'd still continue to stay in the friend zone, because with my luck, he wouldn't like me back. It's always like that. I'll like a guy or he'll like me, but it's not reciprocated. Weird, I know. But that just comes with the awkward that I have been instilled with. Ha! If you don't believe me, you can ask my friends. I'm extremely awkward. If I'm faced with an awkward situation, I'll either run from it or be consumed with extreme awkwardness. I'm okay with that though, it comes with the package. (INSERT awkward tehe) Anyway, I shouldn't place myself in the Friend Zone, I should face my fears.


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